Do We Really Need a Catch Up???

I know I haven't written in awhile and honestly it is because I didn't want to. Sometimes writing this is like reliving a bad dream and Jan and Feb both months I don't want to re-live even just in pouring out my soul. So - to quickly sum up: January - Moved, slow start to my class, got a blood test done that suggested I had Hypoglycemia, really connected with one of my good friends becoming close, totally changed my eating habits (yet again), my room was a complete mess, figured out I had a sensitivity to gluten and totally changed my eating habits again, had someone that used to be my friend chew me out for choices I was making, call me a horrible person and then inform me that we were no longer friends (no loss for me!!) but intricately involved in the friendship that I was becoming close in causing friction there. February - Lost my job, started unemployment, didn't lose my job, stopped unemployment, applied for a couple different positions got a couple different start dates and interviews. With not knowing what kind of money was coming in I stopped attending church and counseling which was brutal. Still doing poorly in class, still not moved in and still don't know how to eat. Had issues with the friendship that I thought was growing, Working off and on for my old job, making plans and canceling them. Flunked my class, still don't know how to eat or when my job will start March things started looking up... got a start date (and started 2 weeks later), awesome trip downtown with Samantha, and started going to church and counseling again (thanks to my Tax return coming in) Had a heart to heart with the friend that things were up and down with and started a new class that I am NOT flunking. So here we are at the beginning of April and I am content. I did an online dating site, and found a really sweet guy that is head over heels for me. I am working solo at my new job and actually doing well, and I have made it halfway through my new class. I am excited and hopeful and really hope this lasts for a while. Which brings us to